Perfect Nightmare.

HUAT AH!!!

2010-11-20T14:26:00.004+08:00

hello dearests! be prepared! my tagboard's gonna be spammed(i guess).

why? cuz i'm gonna spam a whore's blog :) http://ihateulikehell-x.blogspot.com yup! so...

BE PREPARED. don't have to scold back or whatever shit(duh if you want you can"). cuz i ain't gonna give a FUCK bout this blog anymore ;D it's mother fucking dead ^-^

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hais, she never come spam leh... she go change her URL. her new URL is.......

http://fr-iends4eve-r.blogspot.com ! TADAH! ^-^

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AND DUH, perhaps... maybe... she saw me post this. and so, she privated her blog! smart isn't she! :O gah!

how how how! duhhh, simple! found new way to SPAM SPAM SPAM! and...........

TADAH!!!

http://xingxiu.cbox.ws

NEW "ORCHARD ROAD" :)

POLAR BEAR POLAR BEAR WHERE ARE YOU

2010-10-11T00:42:00.005+08:00

Estimated time till Geog exam starts: 9hr 17min?

sorry my mathematics suck, i know. been failing that subject for almost 2 years. hmph. i'm feeling so bored in the night. midnight i mean. you know when everyone's asleep and i'm up alone on facebook. staring at (dontknowwhatevershit) that comes up at the news feed, one by one, it's like total shit-ee-ness. okay ya whatever (N). have not studied for GEOGRAPHY during the weekend as i've left my textbook and notes in the classroom andddd guesss whattttt i'm gonna be so dead when i get back my results. have no plans for what course to choose next year. yup, i'm just too lousy for the courses. i hate DNT but i guess that would be one of my choices when i have no choice. fuckmylifehard.

four more papers to go before EOY officially ends. Geography, History, Science and lastlyyyy MATHS PAPER TWO. weeeeee; just stated all my enemies' names. wtfuck. studystudystudy, in the end also still human what, also won't transform into some goddess or something right. -,- right, enough of the study study exam exam education thingy. sick.

can't wait to grow up up up and just forget bout studying and education and stuffs. what the heck is education all about. it doesn't include attire and stuffs right? then why is the principal still fucking on it. fuck-this-school.

just got my new contact lenses yesterday, 3 boxes. and some whatever products which bombed my mom's wallet. yay, free facial treatment ^^ okay ya whateverzzzzzzz. hate my skin like how i hate my enemies. seriously, it's really.. shitting me like a piece of shit. shiat! fuckfuckfuck. why am i bornt to have this skin problem, super irritating okay. eczema eczema eczema, fuck you. you made the skin on my face TEAR and INFLAMED and my eyes like panda. sounds too disgusting to be true but sad to say that it is. true. bamz whatever. yawnssssssssssss it's 1.03am and i don't feel like sleeping because the moment i sleep, my alarm rings. great, how annoying.

alright shall stop here and continue getting my eyes rot in front of the laptop. but i feel that my eyelids weigh heavier and heavier like a million kilograms..........................

can't take it anymore.

goodnight.

DONDONDON

2010-10-10T19:00:00.000+08:00

I MISS DON.

HAPPY

2010-09-25T17:45:00.000+08:00

YAY.

i finally got this thing i wanted.

Thankful.

2010-09-08T19:04:00.006+08:00

thinking of the past, i feel really stupid. i dont understand why i kept saying that you held me so tight. i thought of the negative side, but i never thought of the positive side of it. i feel so dumb. i never treasured you. i hurt you, i made you feel lonely and that i have an insecure love for you. we went through quarrels and misunderstandings. but i still didnt change my old self and we had more quarrels. till a day you wanted to break up with me, thinking that i would be happier in a way. my heart dropped on the floor and my tears flowed down nonstop and then i realised... how much you meant to me, how badly i need you in my life, how much i couldnt lose you. when you heard my cry, you regretted. and we got back together, you promised not to leave me. i felt happy. i am the happiest girl in the world.

everything's fine now. every single day with you are filled with laughter. i love you. thank you for making the days of my life so colourful. i am the luckiest girl because of you. i have you, you are my everything. i promise to be faithful. baby you're always in my heart even though you're not beside me. forever may be true, for us.

Dear Liar,

2010-08-22T23:08:00.011+08:00

hey baby. i want you to know who i really am. my character is ugly, fucked up, sensitive, bad, and all the bad things you might wanna list out. yeah, i think im always right huh? what about you then? you keep wanting me to listen to you, go home, go home. like as if i am a 3 year old kid that's ignorant to the world around me and i need you to guide me. you say posting this would disgrace you. you disgraced me, already. i still feel controlled. i hate being controlled, please give me some personal space. when i am out, every second you'll be texting me the same thing like "i love you" and "i miss you" and "muacks" these 3 things dont you find them boring? when you have nothing to talk about, you say those stuff. okay i didnt expect myself to say these stuffs. the main problem is. you are controlling me, you wanted to log in to my facebook and see stuffs. you dont trust me, so you said "i scared i see things that i dont wanna see". then you said you were joking. thanks for the joke, im laughing right now. liar. from the beginning you never trusted me. thanks for making him lose a friend. you doubt me, you always did. stop lying to yourself, saying that you trust me. you text me every second and when i said i needed rest, you never gave it to me. you said you want to keep in contact with me every second, i think you're crazy bout it. until when i didnt reply you, you spam call me. when i'm outside you keep asking me where are you and where are you and where are you. YOU ARE DOUBTING ME AND I HATE IT. let me tell you that it's difficult to delete something that someone told you from your mind that affected you in some way. you just wanted to let the whold world know, and you're denying it. you never thought of my feelings. you didn't. you worry about me too much and when can you stop doing it? i feel like a prisoner locked up tightly in your heart that i can't breathe. tell me why.. i treat you badly, but have you ever thought why.

maybe i should vanish from this world in order not to feel this way,

goodbye.

Eternal.

2010-08-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hey Sweetie.
Happy 9th Month.
I Love You.

Friday The 13th.

2010-08-13T23:33:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

so much for Friday The 13th. PURE UNLUCKINESS. -'-

BYE!

Adrenaline Rush

2010-08-01T23:18:00.004+08:00

i had a dream last night and it was the coolest dream ever. i was flying at top speed at night. i flew past buildings that're really beautiful. over a 100 storeys building and the whole building was lighted up. and many many more colourful and lighted up buildings. the view is just indescribable. there's also a river. sadly, those places doesn't exist. while i was 'flying', my heart was really beating at top speed. in real life it did, but i was asleep and breathing fast and hard. i was afraid i might fly and knock into a building and die. i wish that dream would come true. but i know it'll never.

why?

2010-07-31T17:44:00.006+08:00

-it's late at night and i can't sleep, missing you just runs too deep. oh, i can't breathe thinking of your smile..

well, i guess i'm just being irritating. sorry. bye.

why the fuck did i have to give you that fucking slap.

TO WESLEY TAY

2010-07-29T19:10:00.008+08:00

hey, do you feel cold? i'm sure my cold attitude towards you these few days made you feel it. why? i'm angry with you, because these few days you have been doubting me and doing things rashly that i detest. at least think of my feelings and change your habit please. if you don't, then most of the boys that know me will get into trouble because of me. i don't want that. seriously, even if those girls text you, what can i do? i can only feel jealous and nothing else. do i text them or write on their facebook walls like how you did? have i ever done that. you're just being unfair. don't you know you're driving me real crazy with those annoying conclusions you voiced out? i do love you, i do care for you. can't you still feel it? why don't you feel it? why have you changed in a way that you keep talking back to me and you just keep on ___ing and saying that you're hurt. what about me?

do you know when you ___, it annoys me more, it makes me feel very lost, it makes me feel fucked-up lousy, it makes me feel like dying, it drives me crazier and crazier each time you ___ harder and harder? can't you just stop ___ing when you wanna talk things out? you knew i was the sensitive kind of girl, why do you keep on triggering my sensitivity and blame it on me in the end? regretting it is not the way out. don't you know it's freakin' difficult to change? gosh.

stop it.

i'm sick of the apologies you keep making. there's no point in saying sorry almost everyday when you don't learn from your mistakes.(not saying you're always wrong here) okay, right now i'm sorry if i've hurt you here.

the old me's dead and gone, dead and gone.

HAHA

2010-07-18T00:51:00.007+08:00

Hello.

today :

I went to Fajar to eat breakfast with my beautiful mother.

then,

I went home with my beautiful mother and met xiangxiang who was waiting for me at home.

then,

three of us went to BPP. I was forced.

then,

Shopped finish already, go home.

then,

unpack the things at home and got into beautiful mother's car.

then,

beautiful mother fetched xiangxiang and i to bus stop at bangkit.

then,

beautiful mother left.

then,

xiangxiang and I cross the road and reached the bus stop.

then,

waited for 966, 963 or 187 to come.

then,

187 came and we boarded the bus and bus-ed to woodlands.

then,

rushed to buy 1.20PM thebloodpledge ticket and we bought it at 1.30 or .40 ++PM.

then,

watched the movie and i kept squeezing xiangxiang's hand and covering my eyes-,-

then,

ended already we walked around causeway till 4.

then,

decided to go to.. where ah? umm.. i dunno what block there slack slack.

then,

while going there, we saw a weird couple..

Description:

Girl with center parting, high forehead and small face, Boy with arms that are the size of my thigh and chubby looking. They confirm younger than xiangxiang and I. oh my god, no offence. i am just stating how they look, facts. SIGH

What they were doing:

They were standing at a corner, they looked as if they were waiting for someone. The boy's wobbly arms were around the girl, holding her.

XIANGXIANG AND I KEPT WALKING PASS THEM and doing what the boy were doing to the girl, looking at them. giggling. oh no, i feel so guilty. o'-'o

OOPS, THE GIRL NOTICED IT.

The girl looked angry and told the boy bout us, so the boy stared at us.

so, we stared back.

The boy's eyeballs kept turning.

He looked at us first with that wanna-bash-us-up look.

Then he kept looking at us and look away, looking at us, look away.

we laughed and walk away.

My reaction: I FEEL DISGUSTED. but no offence. really, disgusted. sigh...

done with that and we walked to our destination slacked and went off at 4.44PM.

walked to wdlnds and some fucked up things happened.

then,

xiangxiang said goodbye and i just turned my back towards him SIGH IM SORRY

then,

he went to take the MRT while i take the bus.

then,

I went to BPP meet beautiful mother

then,

WE GO HOME.

then,

end of story. LOL. GOODNIGHT PEOPLE.

2010-07-04T16:38:00.003+08:00

KAIJING: thank you! haha.
#Ah-Tay xD: everything's fine now anyway. i love you. dont be sad anymore.. sigh
fren alway gt scld frmu : O.O you are..? omg, i got scold anyone meh! if have then sorry bah. who are you who are you who are you /: really curious bout who you are. kay nevermind sorry then. im fine. you?
supersupersuperbytch: i dont find acting fun. i chio or not also not daiji plusplus is other people's point of view unless you say they pajiao lor. i never say i chio one ah. elephants can fly if you invent wings for them so that they can fly. nothing is impossible._. diao--' bo dai bo ji comment comment only.

BUNNY EAT MY BRAIN PLEASE

2010-06-23T16:41:00.003+08:00

gahh currently very bored because baby charging his phone then cant sms me. baby ah, why your phone always low battery one._. i'm so bored now. yesterday was the most suckiest, terriblest, horriblest, mf-ing worst day. all thanks to HER. thank her so much for making me go crazy. fuck her. how to respect her? heh. i think with me in everyone's life, it wouldnt make any difference lah. so what for? ah nevermind, school is reopening soon. i am SO not looking forward. i hate to see those faces that anyhow catch people for bad attire whatever --' im rotting like hell, yet i cant go out thanks to her that WITCH. be glad that i didnt call her a bitch. i hate her to the max of the max. i need to get some fresh air lahhh :( cant always stay at home and breathe the same air as her right. another thing is that, i cant forget that conversation between him and him. the words are just so.. hurting. jealousy, yeah whatever i hate it. can someone kill me please? i hate to keep having scars but dont get the result fuck AH WHATEVER IM DYING GOODBYE.

2010-06-23T16:16:00.004+08:00

TAGS REPLY.
KAIJING: ehhhhhhhheh thanks. you also pretty mah.^^
#Ah-Tay xD: hey. happy 7th month too(belated). 8th month will come soon if we dont quarrel that often. --'
yanying.: LINKED! :)
HazelTan (L) GregoryLim: hehheh thanks! but i cant tag yours cuz it's private :(

FRIENDS.

2010-06-09T16:32:00.002+08:00

LOVE THEM TTM OKAY? (L)!

four more days,

2010-06-06T17:00:00.002+08:00

okay, hi. just rebonded my hair. nooooooooooo ): fuuuuck flaaaaat. why must it be so flat? okay nevermind. i dont know how to face the out-of-house world. ah, regretted. okay, neverrrminddd. but seriously i mind. wasted $150++ on it and it's so flat and i'm not satisfied with the parting. *sighs* okay, i have four more days to endure the pain and suffering. hurry. why is seven days so long? :( i cannot do it, can i? baked a cake today. seriously, made a fuck mess out of the kitchen. the temperature was too high. the history repeated when i dragged the tray out of the oven. the top of the cake was.. burnt, shiny and black. total blackness. wasted time scraping off the black stuff and put the cake back into the oven. this time, the temperature was set lower. came out fine, but i'm so lazy to take it out so it's in the oven till now. aww, sad case. listening to i'll be fine by stevie hoang. it seriously remind me of him. imagine me, listening to that song, hugging the polar bear that he gave me and staring at his photo. what would the result be? it would be a broken promise cuz i promised him not to cry. i'll try my best to do it for him. but i admit, i miss him extreeeemeeeely much. i miss him very badly. fuck, what to do? i can sense the God Of Death coming to take me away. no, no, i can't do it. just wished he was here with me now. i'm fuck bored without him you know?

sigh, bye.

I REALLY MISS YOU!

2010-06-04T02:58:00.003+08:00

baby.... i miss you.... i really cant stop crying.... now.... i cant.... i really really miss you..... i keep thinking of you......... you told me not to cry....... but i cant follow the instruction..... im sorry.... but i am really very sad now baby...... i want you to come back....... baby!! help me stop this..... i cant stop it by myself.... the tears are uncontrollable... the feeling is unbearable....... the polar bear's left arm is wet with my tears already....... this shows how much i miss you... i just cant stop crying...... eyes are swollen now...... baby..... you mean a lot to me.......i love you......

FCK, ALL I NEED IS U!

2010-06-03T00:31:00.005+08:00

BABY I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU! 1 day without you is real shit. what about 1WEEEEEEEK?X_X sigh. i'll be waiting for you to come back baby! had fun with you today, sorry for letting you see a sad teary rabbit before you go home. thanks for wiping the tears away I LOVE YOU! i'll get you tons of your favourite biscuit when you're back okay? shit i really hope you can see this! FUCKK. you can't contact me for a week, i'll dieeeee ): i'm sorry for this morning oh my god! THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU FOR HUGGING ME REAL TIGHTLY BABY I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
takecare.

DIGEST!

2010-06-01T21:02:00.003+08:00

sigh. the things may be 'little' to you, but too much for me to digest. baby it takes time okay? stay happy because i am loving you every milisec and it wont stop alright? although you havent go for your badminton camp but i'll always be waiting and when you come back i'll give you a great big smile and a great big giant hug okay? ...hais.
these few days.. suck. okay not really cuz i've been hanging out with my pretty julia mummy and my adorable chubby cherry babysitter. dying. okay bye.

BORED TO DEATH.

2010-05-25T18:36:00.004+08:00

hello! these few days very boring. being in this school is okay, but the worst thing is.. i dont get to see him everyday D: then these few days he also busy in school rawrz! then cannot come and meet me i so kelian leh! LOL HAHA. no lah joking. tomorrow have CIP! NEWSPAPER COLLECTION AGAIN WALAO! (dont tell me at same place lor) okayokay, today whole day at hall except for recess time lah. the science presentation was horrible. not really. not bad. the process is oxidation but we dont even know how to explain the damn process aww! kay nevermind.

yesterday.. was a boring day also i think? but after school at home very funny okay! HAHA! funny him. okay umm. HOPE CAN FIND A PT JOB SOON. kay??? can not? haha. hmm.. CCA DAY ON THURSDAY! SIAN DIE! hope dismiss early bah? haha. then HOLIDAY HERE I COME! i wanna dye hair again mummy please let me! i promise i will dye it back before the 'deadline' and wont get caught by those reptiles soldiers frogs whatever anymoreeee. wait, currently I NEVER HIGHLIGHT OR DYE MY HAIR. maybe the black dye 'drop' then the colour come back again bah? haha. stupid. endure dionne endure! left a few days only! haha. not bringing bag to school tomorrow i think, we supposed to wear class tee(?) or PE._. dumbz.

HOPE I CAN SUCCESSFULLY CHANGE MY SUCKISH ATTITUDE TOWARDS AHXIANG! stupidstupidfuckingbitchybimboticlalabababububibibamboo dionne. at least today i tried to control my temper when im angry rightz? but cherry is so kelian. over there hear i complain and bang the railings or wall(?) or whatever hard thingy cursing and swearing and stomping my foot and yelling. haha. but at least i did not give him attitude bah. WALAO DIONNE I HATE YOU LAH D: pewz bye!

TAGS' REPLIES.

Kaijing, thanks ah! ^^v

HazelTan (L) GregoryLim. , HELLO! you takecare toooo okay? hehe :B but your results sure better than me can already! hahah! thanks anyway! ^^ okeydokey i will link you now! hehheh! [= !

kc, hahahhah you older than me mah!

# SIEWHUI, hahahah let's die together siewhui! HAHHA, joking! hmmm you jiayou also hor!

ky, hi korkor. how to see you soon har? we meetmeet go out you always never go one. say next outing next outing ite also never go!

zhixuannnnnnnn~, HI! i where got chioooo! HAHA! you also chio mah. aiyah let's chio together! hahahah! see you soon gorgean! will tag your blog soon!

Only satisfied with English.

2010-05-18T18:52:00.002+08:00

hi. exams over. some of results back. all i can say is FUCK. what can i do now? i don't have a future. just face reality. bye.

liar liar pants on fire.

2010-04-30T17:30:00.007+08:00

ahaha! it's not that they angry with you bout that, is they already dont like you! HAHAHAHHA. you expect many people to like you right? actually they dont :P you just dont know. i give you attitude? HAHA, you? you want people side you right? you dont know how people feel bout you. a one that uses friends as tissue. DUH? who would like them-,- a one that lies and backstabs their 'friends' aww please luh. ask me grow up? grow up first lah. how old already still do this kind of stuff._. so pervertic. see already also disgusted. dont need act in front of me lah you. want say my fault, come in my face and say lah-'- they wanna push you away but they just wanna give you face. D: sad for you. you cant stand our attitude, just dont talk to us, fuck off lah? ._. hais, nowadays the people ah, i dont understand. somemore still tell me you need me to know something bout you. is that you this year will get pissed off easily, anyhow throw temper? you better not deny this. you sorethroat always always? your mouth stinks. you cant stand me, tell me lah? kaopeh. lucky i have her lor. you think she like you also, she cant even stand your attitude and fyi, many people say that you are using me. last time they say that, i will deny and say say say to defend you. now they say that, i'll be more than happy to agree with them. such a flirt. -,- no wonder they all dont like you. HA! cant believe i made friends with you, with two sides. take a bow by rihanna. for you. --"

kok cheong: LOL, I DONT WANT OMNIA._.

Iffah: HAHAH HI-FIVE! I HATE THIS PHONE CANT WAIT FOR IT TO SPOIL._.

tired!

2010-04-29T18:41:00.003+08:00

as i promised, my mouth is zipped. HEHEHE, hello people. [: save me. from school. SCHOOL IS BORING. CURRENTLY SUFFERING IN CHR. muohohoho. LOL. but have my nanny lah, help me take things, teach me maths. fockk, factorization, quadratic equation, whatever tiontiontion, THEY SUCK MY DICK. like as if i have one. walaoeh, so confusing lor. who ask me never go school that two days, make me miss so much. rawr.

tomorrow is the music exam. DIE, DIE, DIE. hmm, heard that we'll be performing in front of many classes. about 3. walao help -,- nevermind. went to 888 the KFC with puijun and nanny cherry just now, actually asked nanny to teach me math, in the end, only teach a bit then i eat eat talktalk, cant concentrate because just nice baby came to KFC too. HAHA. i tell you ah, no matter who teach me i just CANT GET THE METHODS IN MY HEAD. RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR! my cough is still on and i keep eating those lollipops that nanny has. they are simply sweet and delicious. anyway i also wont care about my cough one. hahahhaa. who cares.

today foot kena stepped and i was so innocent. LOL. joking lah. actually really lah, was just standing there carrying my bag, holding my phone, pouch, those stuff, waiting for nanny to accompany me. then POM, my foot D: actually nothing one, but before that my toe very pain, then still kena stepped. i dont think is stepped. is stomped. wakaoeh. die lah, my temper suddenly very hot. then throw my phone like throwing pebbles into the river like that-,- well, thats my habit. whenever im angry, i will tend to throw my phone on the floor. my really bad habit. but lets hope i erase it away before i get my new phoneeeeee! I WANT SAMSUNG JET. muorhorhor. tomorrow is friday. finally, the last school day of the week. looking forward. but have music exam, so sad.

hmmm. nothing else to say(?) maybe will be sleeping early but i hope i faster complete my math worksheet and understand it as theres a test tomorrow._. okay bye people :P

dominque: hehe okay nuer, will message you soon! LOVE YOU TOO! thanks for the tag! xD

Iffah.: HI IFFAH. I WILL RELINK YOU! HAHAHAH. <3>

Shermine:)))))): HELLO! hehehe, im fine! you? i miss you too :B hahaha, pretty? thanks! hahaha. love you tooooo.

nai ma[cherry]: hahahaha, nai ma! thanks! hahahha. wont jealous one lah naima. NAIMA AI NI! HAHAHHHA. see you tomorrow!

2010-04-21T18:23:00.002+08:00

i can't move my hand now...

16.

2010-04-14T22:51:00.003+08:00

2 more days, hello month number 5.

looking forward to tomorrow, meeting xiangxiang. right after schoolll. somemore xiangxiang no need go school. so good hor, then xiangxiang de zhabor leh, need to go school. and bear with those kampua boring lessons. nabehh. why do we need to study? stupidstupid also can lorr, but just waiting for death only. rawr. stupid lah, haven't complete my art. sooo lazy. -yawns- so tired already. maybe i should chiong it tomorrow? oh fuck, just remembered i forget take newspapers. for those dummy words or whatever shit lah lanjiaooo. nevermind lah, dont care. see what i can do later i do bah. anyway today school.. sucks. forward bending test explains that i need to sit up straight. if not my slant or what in the bone will get more serious or whatever, ya whatever. kkay, tired.

BYEBYE. ^^v

days without you.

2010-04-13T16:24:00.002+08:00

Now is the perfect time to go emo all the way.

havent post in a long time. its raining now. :l i dont feel like talking. dont know why. feel like being quiet all the way maybe because of the darkness. lights off. dont feel like getting the lights switched on. &i'm listening to lights off by jay sean now anyway. because when i listen to this song, it reminds me of that smelly nice smell. i miss him. deeply. cant wait for tomorrow to come. really regretted not replying his smses when im angry with him. see, humans tend to have this tradition. when that someone is here, you dont really treasure or cherish the time with him/her. when he/she is gone, even for a short period of time, you regret not cherishing the time with him/her a lot. feel like crying you know. but -sigh- i cant, ive promise him not to cry. so i wont, i have to endure like what nenek said. i miss him deeply. why cant they just allow us to bring our phones to camp._.

its boring to wake up one school day without any morning calls and smses and its really boring when i cant text him and i dont receive his text. nobody to accompany me and nobody to let me say i miss you to. rawr, this is hell. im suffering. but i have to endure. till.. when? till wednesday. really wanna meet him soon. all day long my mind is filled with HIM HIM HIM. because i really love him, nobody knows how deeply it is. "i cant eat, i cant sleep, i cant think at all." Jay Sean sang that. yup, i cant. seriously, i cant. but these few days after school, really feel like going home straight. as that smelly nice smell always ask me go home straight after school but i always play around and slack at some places. but now, i really feel like going home. sleep or stone. couldnt sleep last night.

this morning, woke up late. had some dreams. thats why it kept me sleeping on and on. realised its late, jumped out of bed. prepared for school and went to school. well, today school is okay. but no mood, get angry easily. maybe its time for a change, dionne wake up.

baby i miss you. come back quickly.

PHOTO TAKINGS.

2010-04-05T18:03:00.004+08:00

TUESDAY

OI 2E4 PEOPLE! :D REMEMBER TO BRING YOUR SCHOOL TIES FOR TOMORROW CLASS PHOTO TAKING HOR. mindy and lw please forget to bring it! ^^ thanks.

WEDNESDAY

WEAR YOUR CCA UNIFORM OR CCA WHATEVER OUTFIT OR WHATEVER LALALA SHIRT ON WEDNESDAY WHEN YOU COME TO SCHOOL IF YOUR CCA PHOTO TAKING IS BEFORE RECESS RAWR FOR THOSE AFTER RECESS PLEASE CHANGE DURING RECESS HOR.

KKAY BYEBYE I KAYPOH A WHILE. ^^

2010-03-30T21:52:00.000+08:00

GOING BERSERK

2010-03-28T19:03:00.002+08:00

sad. frustrated. angry. or whatever feeling you call that! FUCK! why!!!!!!!
WHY CAN'T I JUST DIE!!!!!!!!!!!! i have broken a promise. since you dont care.
if you dont care already, can you just tell me? WHY SUCH REPLIES! FUCK YOU!
seriously, i cant stand it anymore. you cant reply me properly you expect me tuh reply you properly or not? tell me? you keep saying i shoot you until you die le lah. i shoot,
you know the reasons? you know? you know how i feel? you know? well, i dont think i can give a fuck right now. even if i hurt myself. you wont care. why not go on hurting? heh, you have your freedom and i have mine. but i will take the ring out first. i dont think i wanna meet you anymore.
not smsing you till you sms me. not picking up your morning calls just FUCK OFF

happy birthday iffah!

2010-03-23T19:06:00.001+08:00

term two. day one.

2010-03-22T21:41:00.002+08:00

kaykay let's see my blog pathetic not alive so i come update bah. hehhehhehhehheh.
today school reopen, got wakeupcall from someone horr. sibey lazy wake up lah bodoh.
go school with the siansian mood lor. zombie-like. really sibey sian. reeaaallyyy kkay._.
walk tuh school that time cant walk:X dont know why. like senget senget one :l haisss.
sms here and there lor during assembly.. in class.. too sian liao. first lesson, IT lor.
IT lesson chiong chinese homework. second lesson, chinese. teacher say no need hand
in homework today also can. latest is wesnesday. woohoo, sian diao lah. chinese lesson..
sit with amanda. shiok bodohh. chatchat with her about the armpit hair girl. eheh!
if you think it's refering tuh you then it's your problem^^ i never say is you. hehehhee!
end liao then recess lorr. recess chiong english homework. nvr finish cuz before that,
took up a little of the recess time finding books from the cupboard then putting under desk.
then go canteen chiong the err err formal letter writing lor. didn't know cuz friday absent.
NO MC SIAH KAOPEH WHY NEED MC! kkay nevermind, after that FTC. mr ng the cnsl,
come in class talk about ryan._. second time le hor? kkay nevermind lanlan. err.err.err.
after that mr tan collect report book, then i forget bring. thn the way he say bout my hair,
tsk. funny luh like auntie. "dionne, tsk. your hair..." -,- after that is history lorlorlor!
what compare and contrast simi sai lah i dont know lah. dodododo then lesson over le,
english lesson lor. summary ws i got excuse so no need pass up today[: HEH! shiokkk.
but formal letter writing still passed up. guaibaobao^^ after that assembly. talk about,
CYBER-BULLYING[: diao, sibey funny lah the pictures! walaneh, haha.
nenek and i and the whole lower sec there laugh dao peng liao ah! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
the boy de body moving like the geylang kway like that. LOL. kkay blahblahblahskip.

after school go meet baby lor. then aiseh baby handsome die already! rawrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
mai steal from me hor. HEHHEH. then we kia lai kia ki. then go home lor. say byebye.
did i even say bye? LOL. ohya i did. mood sibey kns lah-'- thanks to? that white boy. rawr.
then, when i walk and reach the bus stop? lanjiao! my fire even bigger liao, burn whole sky down.
my earpiece spoiled. AGAIN&FUCK. it's my dont know number 1235235th earpiece-'-
somemore this one use my angpao money buy. wa. fire cant extinguish. stone at bus stop.
for maybe more than half an hour or an hour bah. finally after much thinking, FINALLY,
boarded a bus. reached interchange. saw another 'him' and baoer mama! <3 then walk.
tuh 966 lor. with a jiaobin i wait for bus and while waiting i sms lor. my attitude simply sucks.
HEHS. anyway who cares? kkay i want go slack on bed liao LOL! sibey restless. -'-

MATHS HOMEWORK HAVEN'T EVEN TOUCH!(aiyah dionne, buey sai ani kuan mah)

noooooob. sticks tongue out

2010-03-20T21:29:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO PEOPLE(:
SOME NOOBS USE OTHER PEOPLE'S LINK TUH SPAM MY BLOG.
so please don't go tuh that blog and spam hor! hehheh^^
shall not state the noob's name! if wanna know also can. hehehehe.
remember! DON'T GO AND SPAM THAT BLOG she is innocent :P

the motive of life.

2010-03-20T17:25:00.004+08:00

ahh. the motive of life. you know what is it? it's to make you bored to death!
one day you're just too bored staring at walls and you're decomposing...
till there's just bones left. what's life all about? nothing.
everyday you're just sitting around lazing and not doing something meaningful.
what are the things that are meaningful? i don't know.
lying on bed, staring at walls till the walls rot, counting your pubic hair(?!ROFL)
wow. boredom. just pure boredom.
eat.eat.eat.eat.eat.eat.eat.eat.eat.eat.eat.eat.eat.eat.eat.eat.
eating is a way to cure your boredom. go to the doctor, get some pills.
eat them like some lunatic. cancer. die.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!
this is life.

(i ain't talking any sense)

virus.

2010-03-12T15:09:00.006+08:00

sick and tired! woke up this morning and gave that baby a wake up call,
and prepared for school. went down tuh mum&dad's room tuh straighten my fringe.
felt really unwell with that super-hot-burning-throat-on-fire. it was really killing me.
plus that headache that was stuck in me from yesterday's afternoon. damn it. ohgosh.
had a fever last night l: sister put an ice pack over my forehead that almostttttttttttt,
freezed my brain! LOL. at least it helped a little. from 38.1 went down tuh 37.9? LOL.
a little difference is fine. at least it went down a little too. the ice pack was too cold,
that i couldn't sleep. till about 12.14? i took off the ice pack and threw it away and
went back tuh bed. slept.

yay, back tuh this morning l: parents told me if i feel unwell, dont go tuh school. rawr!
so unwillingly, i went up tuh my bedroom and changed back into home clothes, sleep.
baby dont worry! i'll be fine. kkay, what the hell. im coughing now. NOOOOO! D:
woke up at 12 plus i think. then went down for.. brunch? friedbeehoon+friedchickenwing.
friedfriedfried._. but no choice lor. nothing else tuh eat.. sorry baby! well.. gahhh, dying.
x_x
nenek's going out of singapore D: i will miss her.. i'm missing her already! D: sighhhh,
only next next week can see her lahhh. saddddd! freakkkkkk. i love her lah :P teehees.

tomorrow's the streaming talk or whatever shit that is, i wished i didn't need tuh go.
but mummy surely force me tuh go one ): TIRED. but must accompany her also lah.
she sick, dad sick, i sick, maid sick. sicksicksick. madness. kkay nevermind. rawrrrrRRR!

MARCH HOLIDAY! :D is not even a holiday. l: maybe? because the first three days,
need tuh go back tuh school! monday:swimminglesson10. tuesday!!!!!!!!! URGHHH.
tuesday:mathsremedialalgebra. wesnesday:mathsremedialalgebra! WHY? TELL ME!
WHY MUST IT FALL ON TUESDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!!?!
wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday. baby week. hooooraaaay!
RAWRR.

AWESOMELICIOUS(?)

2010-03-10T21:26:00.003+08:00

the quality sucks like ._____________.
but.. what i wanna say is not that.
is that...
I HAD AN AWESOME TIME WITH NENEK TODAY! ;DDD

the rain that we hoped for.

2010-03-08T21:12:00.010+08:00

there's only ONE word tuh describe today. FUN. hehehehheh!:X shall not elaborate.
FUN means FUN liao. heheheheh!:D after school go meet that baobei. eheh!^^
then go triple eight have lunchy together. i totally forgot about something! that i allowed
him tuh eat KFC. RAWRRR! gonna take note of it! how caring can i be.__.
HEEEEEEEEEHEEEEEEEEHEEEEEEE! starting tuh love my classmates
more and more! except TOOOOT TOOOOT AND TOOOOOOOOOT.
can see from the colours who i am refering tuh! HAHAHAHHA. the first colour looks
a bit like milk.. -you know who-. second colour,which is grey, stands for laziness(?)
or dullness or whatever lah. guess who. HEHHEHE. third colour? stands for..
-ahem- hahahahah. nvrmind lah. VERY TIRED LAH! hair gonna dry sooooon!
so now can prepare tuh go and sleep already, sian leh. heheheh.
i dont think i am gonna bother about the LGBRA TEST. really damn tired le luh.
kkay, goodnight! ;finally it rained heavily today.

~~CHEER UP IFFAH!:D~~

MOMENTS SPENT IN LALALAND.

2010-03-07T16:35:00.003+08:00

oi!:D happy lah. march holidays are coming sooooooon and i am soo looking forward tuh it!
shiok bodohh. wednesday'll be going out with nenek!^^ will be turning the laptop on at
12AM in the morning of 10 MARCH. tuh rush on my work and go tuh bed as early as possible.
then in the noon, will be going out with nenek! days with no school just rawk my world.
won't be meeting baby i guess(?) sadly. but it's okay, he's catching up on his topics. good boy.
right? hehes. add oil for going up tuh express again. kkay, wonder what would tomorrow be like,
in school. hmm. think it'll be great. tuesday too, l: i think. wednesday would be a funfun day:P
i dont know about thursday but i know that thursday is the last day for swimming. damn.
SWIMMING TEST! (EXCITED) HAHAHAHAHAHA. insane. lol. but i am so looking forward
tuh this new weeeeek! i think friday will be the shiokest day lah. go for CF. and have
CAVING for CF-ERS. HAHAHHAA. but i dont want go leh. i dont want wear long pants. l:
should i bring long pants on friday? sigh. haha. YAY FOR THIS WEEEK!

currently rotting(?). not really. my fingers are stiff. because it's cold in here. ><
who ask me go and turn on the aircon hor.^^ nvrmind, better than in the hotness.
today is a very siaaaaaaaaaaaaaan day for me. parents are asleep. YAWNS.
woke up at 10 today, went down tuh get some snacks. ate them up, came up again.
was smsing halfway & fell asleep again '-' 12 plus woke up and went tuh brother's room.
SLEEP, again. till 3 i think. hehes. woke up and sms. went down and ate my lunch.
which is only one big chicken bun and a packet of milo. came up, blog. feeling tired.
I WANNA SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP. damn. why did i wake up.

haha. looking forward tuh march holiday. first day, precious will be coming over hehehe.
in the morning tuh accompany me and spend my day with me till 4. second day.. guess what?
OUR FORTH MONTH. WOOHOO. he'll be coming over in the morning, again. and spend
my wonderful day with meeeeeee till 5. YAYYYYYYYYY! i simply love him lah :P
rawr.

hatred for you.

2010-03-06T21:37:00.004+08:00

i will be like him if you want me tuh, asshole.
you know we hate you.
even if i die you also dont care.
mum and dad sides you.
but who cares.
your siblings other than me dont side you.

precious.

2010-03-04T21:55:00.004+08:00

sorry for upsetting you precious D: didn't tell you i was tired.
& fell alseep by accident. because was upset also. when i thought of it.
i walked tuh my bed and lie down. was angry at myself, sad for losing the ring.
but seriously, it wasn't on purpose. i miss it, though it isn't a living thing, but i miss you.
more. now we can't meet so often. must treasure the time when we meet le bah.
must try not tuh quarrel with you, not get so sensitive and tensed up with minor things.
i kind of dislike myself. for mistaking you. for bearing grudges. for starting quarrels.
regretting won't help, i know. but saying sorry also won't help, because.. i always say it.
but repeat the same mistake over again. sorry for being such a lousy girlfriend.
but i will always be there, for you. kkay? but i just know that, whenever you're sad,
i'm sad too. sometimes my attitude change here and there. i know it clearly.
split personality i guess? like primary school. one moment, laughing. the next moment,
take sharp objects and cut wrist. stupid lah i know. but now i control a lot le. you know?
because i know that if i cut i will hurt you and some other people around me.
so when i always take the knife or whatever thing is that, i will think twice.
so now you don't see scars on my wrist anymore. scar-less wrist[: but on the arm,
there are stupid scars. ugly arm. let's ignore cutting our own body parts. like psycho.
retarded right? i was stupid so people please do not follow. including my precious.
don't okay? i cry, you better not even think of cutting. because i cry, only cry a while.
sometimes cry very hard. sometimes sob only. a while later will be fine. don't worry(:
so don't control me from crying): because sometimes i can't help it, seriously.
okay? let's hope the ring would be found and everything'll be okay. okayokay?

i love you dearest.

i'm giving up.

2010-03-04T18:25:00.002+08:00

seriously, this is pissing me off. where the fuck are you, ring?
been searching for you since i came back home. ran up and down.
but where are you? every part of the house i went last night and this morning,
i went there tuh find you. crawling, walking, hopping, lifting things up.
couldn't find you. WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU. damn, all because of you.
i hurt my back while lifting the mattress up. why, i go everywhere, just tuh,
search for you? because you mean a lot tuh me. first ring with name engraved on it,
from him. too small, but each time i squeeze it in. i did last night, difficult tuh come out.
but why now lost?! i didn't even touch it! DAMN! i wore it right after my shower.
FUCK. FINE IM GIVING UP RIGHT AWAY.

take caution when it comes to love.

2010-03-01T19:22:00.002+08:00

hi, dionne woon is so bored. can someone please chat with her-,-
lol, anyway going offline le. no need. hahah.
currently chatting with kindergarten friend on facebook.
haha. long time no see, sam. LOL. hahaha.
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sua, this morning reached school le, call nenek^^
went down from hall tuh canteen and wait for her with ghaya and ibu.
haha. thn a while only bell ring siah, ani gin siah-,-
thn went up hall, again. assemble. talktalkchatchat(?)
went back tuh class. IT LESSON. HAHA. fun lah^^ not so.
thn, mother tongue. NEVER LEARN TINGXIE! nabeh.
scribble on a piece of paper, thn when tingxie that time..
-you knw what:X- WOOOOOOOOOT. hahahahahahhaha.
thn chiong homework. anyhow do. amanda also. hahaha:X
went for recess with nenek and ibu. didnt eat obviously. it's normal for me.
unwell man. went back tuh class and want sleep. very very tired!
sian. then FTC then history. walao, change teacher?! i want mr kumar):
after history, english. got test. do finish le, sleep. guess what? drool.
walao, i faster get up and wipe siah, so paiseh! nabeh. hope nobody saw.
hahahahha! then after english is APC. normal lah, went tuh toilet and sat with..
NENEK! HAHA:D love her ttm lah! after APC, went out of school.
meet.. BABY! love him ttm also. hahah. then walk tuh vista, thn 888plaza.
then walkwalkwalk. take bus go admiralty and eat mcdonald. cheebye-'-
after eating got severe stomachache wanna die siah. knn. TIA LAH!
thn cant walk properly. slouching, nabeh, i hate it lahs.
thn my baby pei me wait for bus. suddenly one auntie want borrow phone.
call another auntie i think. say what the other auntie coming or not.
what khatib what admiralty what home what shit whatever-,-
thn bus come le. say byebye tuh my baby. went up bus. yaoxiu lah.
reached int. go toilet, looked down the floor, saw two baby cockroaches.
freaked out obviously! went out wash and, saw pepsi^^ camp instructor:P
and took 966 home. lazy tuh drp at pending so drpped
at the bus stop nearer tuh house. walked home. while walking home,
saw a dead bird. -'- flattened head siol! yaoxiu! chiong back home use laptop.
haha. check certain things thn come here blog lor. life's so boring right?
yup, i know. anyway love you all ttm^^
wanna go down eat dinner liao:X zaijian:D

INNOCENCE IS PERFECT.

2010-02-28T17:20:00.006+08:00

see that innocent look there -,-
it says:
tiongxim forever.
baby i love you.

fuck life.

2010-02-27T22:01:00.001+08:00

mood swings every night ..
well this is life .
let's hope soon there's none for me .

2010-02-26T00:32:00.002+08:00

wah ..
i need someone tuh talk tuh ..
who .
omg .
i think im going crazy .
crazy .
really .
not lying .
stress can .
while talking tuh 'you' just now ,
was using the bottle smack my head the hardest i could .
smack smack smack .
once i smack until i 'sot' diao thn cannot talk .
sibey pain .
that was the time you say ,
since you want kup thn .. byebye .
World Of Warcraft .
WOW .
i wanted tuh cry .
haha .
stupid , i know .
shock luh .
couldn't say anything .
wanted tuh kill myself .
tho i know you might not even bother tuh see this .
our relationship is souring somehow .
i can feel you drifting further .
sometimes i feel that you dont care bout me anymore .
you treat me cold .
you said i put you in a difficult spot and stuffs like that .
when i didn't even feel that i was doing that .
i dont know .
suddenly i just feel like venting all out here .
not tuh you , obviously .
you will defend as unusual .
dont know why .
you're changing .
slowly .
i dont know why .
i dont know .
oh my god .
i just need someone tuh talk tuh .
omg .
i'm getting all tensed up .
omg .
why is all these happening .
omg .
maybe I SHOULDNT CALL YOU !!!
im so frustrated .
homeworks . hospital . tests . you .
those are my worries .
but i appeared tuh you that i didnt care bout tests .
sometimes im too angry .
common test , scribble and anyhow do .
i dont care .
literature , chinese .
scribble , sleep .
tuh prevent myself from crying .
sleep .
sleep .
sleep forever .
you may think i'm talking crap .
those are what i am feeling right now .
when i feel weak , feel like vomiting , cant move .
i wish it will stay there forever .
tuh numb the pain inside me .
i am having a heartache .
now .
really .
i dont know why .
i care for you ,
i do .
what am i tuh you ?
what are you tuh me ?
i am confused .
hais .
i love you .
can we last long with this kinda attitude .
im trying tuh change but seriously ,
i was in a bad mood yesterday . i mean just now .
but then recently ..
each time i bad mood .
you only say dont like that ..
cheer up ..
you know what's the problem .
because now we always quarrel .
ALMOST ALWAYS QUARREL .
BECAUSE OF ?
MY ATTITUDE .
YEAH .
SAME PROBLEM .
AGAIN , AGAIN AND AGAIN .
i want tuh change ,
but in the process ,
you changed .
fiercer towards me .
sometimes not care bout my feelings .
i know i am bitchy if you dare not admit .
i know i know .
i dont know why .
i dont know why you choose me .
really .
you are gonna regret .
can jokes cheer me up now ?
dont think so.
you talk lesser tuh me .
really .
you get into a weird mood without anything (?)
you enjoy smsing with me .
with a weird feeling in your mind ,
what can i say ? what can i do ?
i rather commit suicide .
now .
i dont feel like going tuh school .
tuh cry .
tuh be sad .
but can it be helped ?
no i dont think so .
that day ,
i gave up on waking you up ..
thn we quarreled because of "wth are you thinking"
really , i didnt mean what you meant .
really . you got me wrong .
so i got pissed .
& ALL THIS HAPPENS .
WHY ?
misunderstandings ..
minor things ..
all quarrel quarrel and quarrel .
last time , happy happy one .
you'll talk tuh me nicely when i was sad ,
when i needed someone .
you quickly replied telling me i have you .
omg im starting tuh cry .
now we're in this state ..
i dont know what tuh do ..............
why must we always end up like this ........
cant a car just bang me .
i rather suffer external pain than internal pain ..
why .. is it like that ..?
no matter what ..
im loving you ...
but tonight , i was just worried you get a scolding ..
you said 5 more minutes , we kup ..
during the 5 min you sms and kept me waiting .
i was like . hurry ..
there is only 5 minutes ...
when 5 minutes is up .
i "keep wanting tuh kup"
BECAUSE I SCARED YOU GET SCOLDED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE NOTHING TUH SAY LEFT.
IM TIRED OF ALL THIS.
FUCKING STUFFS.
BO WEI GONG LIAO.
DA BAI ANI KUAN.

favourites list (?)

2010-02-25T20:29:00.003+08:00

dionne ah dionne ,
why you like that ?
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-
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i just remembered i haven't eaten ._.
i thought i ate liao .
the pizza .
lol . small small one .
but that's not .
lazy .
well nevermind .
kinda pissed luh .
bye .

Why ,, why .. tell me why ...

2010-02-24T23:06:00.003+08:00

look at the time ..
many things are not completed yet ..
science draft report .. doing ..
gonna explode soon ...............
i cant seem to find ANYTHING............
WHY !!!
maths homework ..
english literature journal ..
science research on solar system ..
have not packed by swimming stuffs ...
how .. how .. how ..
im so stressed .
i feel weak ..
still thinking bout what happened this morning ..
cant get over it ..
deeply hurt ..
I AM SO FRUSTRATED

MORTAL KOMBAT !

2010-02-23T23:21:00.001+08:00

hi .
look at it , look at the time ..
it's 10.47PM .
&
the
draft
report
is
INCOMPLETE .
& baby's asleep D:
& i just got outta the bathroom smelling nice .
anyway .. after school ..
went tuh SFE room (?)
for the CF thingy . bored daoooooooooo ~
>.<
cherry have been saying something straight into my face .
PEK CHEK LAH CHEE BAI :P
stop it can (:
if cherry you see this , & you're angry , think first lah /:
you like people tuh insult you or your _____ ?
TSK . _()_
KKAY STAY CALM DIONNE . -,-
what the hole , must go down eat papaya .
papaya smell like vomit .
but no choice , going down now [:
say hi tuh papaya slice , dionne O=
brb papaya haters and lovers .
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back :D PPY haters and lovers .
it was sweeeet . but obviously it SUCKED .
CUZ IT MADE MY MOUTH SMELL LIKE VOMIT . PUKE .
gonna brush my teeth soon after i finish posting .
yeah so err .. continue :X
what time uh .. err .. oh ya ,
4.20PM left school :P
walk tuh bus stop and bus-ed tuh interchange myself D:
waited for at the interchange for a while ..
worth waiting ..
for ..
MY BABY !
AWW BABY I LOVE YOU ^^
hehes :B
had a little tiff . :X
oopsy , sorry baby .
didn't know it was an ugly witch .
nah just joking :X LOL i so bad siah !
left at .. about 6.15PM .
bus-ed tuh Pending LRT station .
purposely stopped kinda far away .
cuz i prefer tuh walk leh :X dont wanna reach home so early .
listened tuh music as i walked ..
when i was gonna cross the road , saw a police car .
obviously i didnt even jaywalk across as usual !!
IF I DID I WAS MAD !
BAD DIONNE .
waited waited and waited .
KINDA REGRET D:
REGRET STOPPING AT PENDING .
FUCKK .
finally it's gone . CHIONG AH ! cross lo :X
hahahahha , thn walk home .
walk halfway , father's car pass by , ask me hop in thn i go in lo .
ask me why i come back so late ..
:O
went home had dinner .
hurriedly .
cuz i wanted tuh sleep early .
came up tuh my room ,
wanted tuh bathe .
but my itchy hands push the ON button of the laptop instead .
FISHH .
i disappointed myself .
well , that's me .
in the end i ended up bathing at 10 plus .
currently waiting for hair tuh dry and it's 11.15PM .
KEWL SHIT RIGHT ? HAHAHAHAAHAHAH .
alright let me zap it up .
i dont feel like posting anymore .
lazy tuh take out contact lens .
lazy tuh pack bag .
lazy .
lazy .
lazy .
alright , not lazy tuh end this post .
so ..
HAHA BYE ! ^^
oh and lazy tuh reply tags .
[will reply another day!]
goodnight (?)

2010-02-22T22:36:00.001+08:00

KATIE & ORBIE [:

2010-02-16T01:39:00.008+08:00

My new friend ;D
[featured in the video]

baby ! video for you again !
sorry ah , carebear just learnt how tuh walk only .
hahahahahhahahahah .
so pardon him if he walk too slow :X
baby ah , i post first bef. i go and bathe [=
WONDERFUL THIRD MONTH MY BABY !
three months together ..
happy mah ? ^^
i am very happy :D
although you cannot spend time with me during this day ,
& im kinda sad /: haha . but it's okay ..
i know it's new year and everybody will start going malaysia ,
visiting relatives and stuffs bah .
really sorry for just n ow ]=
made you angry and sad .
maybe just now i thought like a little kid .
but i "grew" up moments later .
yay for me ! :P
it's less than a day you'll be gone baby .
i just hope that it'll be a safe trip there and back here .
enjoy yourself lah baby !
dont always think of me *
i'll be tired from running into your mind every sec !
HAHA !
bhb lah :X
anyway .. baby , i just wanna say that ..
I LOVE YOU
i'll think carefully before i say anything bah .
i know i've been saying this repeatedly .
but i've never tried /:
perhaps this time i will (?)
cuz you are my PRECIOUS LITTLE BABY !
& guess what ?
the carebear is lying on my bed ,
on my pillow with blanket covering it :X
IT'S CONQUERING MY BED ! AWW !
HAHA .
okay bah , that's all ^^
i love you sweetheart .
i'll give you a big hug when you come back .
hehes :B im always that great :D
HAHAHA .
sleep tight .

-

2010-02-10T23:18:00.001+08:00

people .
stop .
pulling .
my .
hair .
it will only mess it up !
FUCK !
STOP PULLING IT !
i hate in when people pull my tail you know .
.
yeah .
PISSED OFF TODAY .
TOTALLY PISSED .
in total ,
four person pulled my tail today and the first one
messed my fucking tail up .
FUCK .
I CANT GET OVER IT .
STOP PULLING IT !

FUCK LIFE .

2010-02-09T23:48:00.001+08:00

sigh .
i know i am not good .
why am i like that .
do you bother tuh see those stuffs ?
nevermind .

2010-02-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

good nenek (L) HAHA .

unglam shyt . OOPSY .

hey nenek i wasn't prepared D:

AHHHHH . HEADSHOT .

haha . some random pics .
busy lately .
couldn't update .
ya .
so busy now also .
bye people .
leave me a tag !

THE MOST ,

2010-01-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

BABY NUER I LOVE YOU THE MOST .
^^

fucked up

2010-01-27T21:45:00.003+08:00

sleep sleep sleep .
what you do is sleep .
`
/:

2010-01-27T17:26:00.002+08:00

haiyoh . you know sometimes i feel that you're running away from me .

when i'm in bad mood , you've got nothing tuh say .

when my mood is spoiled by "xx" , you can't do anything .

it seemed this way . well if you want it tuh be this way . then let it be .

if you don't think you are this kind of person , curse me by all means .

being cursed by you is not bad either . altho i've never been cursed by you before .

you know i'm super duper sensitive , but why that question ?

ohmygosh . i really can't take it , please . & remember tuh tell me the truth .

if you really are doing that . i won't stop you , i won't . i swear i won't .

i don't wanna be a bitch , ruining that kind of friendship with your female friends .

never wanna be . so tell me . bye .

don't anyhow think i'm referring tuh you when i'm not .

2010-01-24T01:51:00.001+08:00

what's the point of saying ?
you wouldn't know how i feel anyway .

2010-01-22T23:06:00.002+08:00

MY
DEAREST AH-GWENGWEN-ICECREAM-BABY-DARLING-PRECIOUS-NUER AH !
MUMMY MISS YOU ):
CONTACT MEEE !
I LOVE YOU NUER !
FOREVERRRRRRRRRR .
RAWRRR !
MEET UP SOON HOR !
with our mates ya (:

2010-01-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

Hello people .
im bored now ):
not asleep yet but very tired .
just completed science research module's thingy .
hope it's successful .
school these few days is killing me you know .
i hate it .
this morning very unlucky .
reached bus stop ,
after a while called wesley .
was looking at another side while the bus flew pass me .
@:
hai dao me , regine and kc miss the bus .
fook lo .
thn we walk tuh bangkit de bus stop tgt .
take 187 .
school school school school ! D:
tmrw have swimming somemore .
first lesson for me because the actual first lesson ,
i give excuse but actually it's true .
lol
anyway i am happy because
grandmother
is
coming
home
on
Friday
!
WOOHOOOOO !
^^
everyday after school go NUH ,
very tiring you know ! D:
but tuh see that the condition is improving ,
im relieved .
i love you grandma .
kay let's end here and check out what homework
i have left ,
damn .
while baby is currently asleep like a pig already D:
kay bye people .
TAKE CARE !
love you readers .

2010-01-20T23:21:00.003+08:00

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MOOD FUCKER.

2010-01-17T14:25:00.002+08:00

Happy second month baby.

160110

sorry i've got no other photos.

so couldn't put any photos.

sorry,

hope you had a great time yesterday,

though i couldn't accompany you tuh Pending & tuh Yishun.

felt guilty.

well , sorry.

couldn't post it yesterday so i post it today.

baby, i hope we can last very long.

i love you.

kay start a new post here.

hi.
been busy nowadays.

couldn't on the computer,

which means i couldn't post.

been busy with -somepeopleknowwhat-

so after school i go tuh the place directly.

& go home with parents about either 8 or 9 these few days.

didn't have time tuh go and buy hair dye.

damn.

when she comes back,

i swear,

i'll go and get the hair dye.

i hate this BLACK HAIR.

though there's a bit brown.

i prefer my natural hair.

browner than this brown.

this is ugly brown.

the fringe is black.

not satisfied with it.

i can't take it anymore.

plus another thing,

i hate school.

the first two weeks of school sucks alright.

but had fun with some people.

love them all.

well,

guess i've nothing tuh say already.

so i'm gna end here.

thanks for reading.

bye.

2010-01-08T20:56:00.002+08:00

RAARAARAA AH AH .
tmrw must dye back hair liao lah .
sian you know . ):
sadded lahhhh .
hope i fall sick .
i hate school .
i also forgot what i wanna say liao .
forget it lah , after i rmb then i post .

2010-01-04T18:37:00.002+08:00

WOW .
today is the first day of school .
first thing when i got outta my house ,
reached the bus stop ,
saw my enemy .
okay , suay . hmm .
then , take bus go interchange wait for iffah , shayunis plus deena :D
took 900 tuh school , was late i think . HAHA .
sit down for assembly . so embarrassing leh .
we run in then so many people seated already .
kay , good . after national anthem ,
vp came tuh me . O.O
ask if my hair was naturally brown .
i said ya . lol .
she asked me tuh tuck my hair behind my ears lah .
so i tucked it with my right hand .
damn it .
she ask me why my hand have a ring ,
who am i married tuh .
then i damn embarrassed .
faster squeeze my ring out , cannot come out seyh .
she see me in such a difficult spot ,
she ask me later go tuh the toilet and use soap .
& apologise later .
& she say }
if she see me wearing it again , she chop off my finger .
_1_ isn't it ?
-,-
then she got away .
while the ring's out .
damn . ):
done with everything and we all went back tuh classroom .
woohoo , three new students .
haha .
skip skip skip ,
who knows , recess ,
got caught again !
wow . wtf .
for skirt and hair .
this time she scold .
scoldscold . then pin up lor ,
pull down skirt then go le .
then go back class and blablabla .
blablabla blablabla .
after school go tuh vista point tuh meet baby lor .
sorry shayunis ):
haha , pangseh-ed you . sorry !
then go lor , pei pei chat chat .
then he go home le ! ): SIAN .
then go plaza eat .
left the drink , drinking halfway .
GUESS WHAT ?!
my enemy appeared in fronta me again .
after that i faster chiong out before i puke out my food .
chiong tuh toilet wash hand lor .
plus my both feet very pain cuz of new shoe .
VERY HARD ):
hurts like fcuk .
then walk pass KFC again ,
saw her looking at me , so i look back lor . -,-
then i look at her for quite long then i walk away liao .
cuz she go do her fringe like cover her both eyes like that . -,-
can hardly see her ,
then walk tuh interchange , take 700 home :D
walk home , take out shoe , HURTS LIKE *TOOOOOT* .
damn it , then dont know what tuh do , cut nails ,
come up use lappy lor .
this is my boring day .
i dont wanna dye my hair tuh black again .
bye ):

2010-01-01T00:41:00.002+08:00

is crying during a birthday happy ?
is it ?
i am NOT HAPPY .
i feel very lonely ):
came back from vivo
without him with me ..
went tuh buy sprite from pending .
walk under blocks myself .
sit down , sing ~~happy~~ birthday .
drink sprite .
then .. a few millions of questions ran through my mind .
stood up and walked home .
crossed the road .
was hoping tuh get hit by car )':
so i can forget all the pain of this birthday .
promised . but in the end . is it broken ?
broken .
an empty promise .
reached home ..
say hello tuh dad and just went up my room's toilet .
sat on the floor ..
just cant help it ..
just cant .. )':
blogging in the toilet not wanting anyone tuh see me ..
cry ..
can someone murder me ......
this is how my happy birthday is celebrated ...
can someone kill this misery ...
can someone please come here now ..

2009-12-31T19:15:00.001+08:00

today is my birthday ...

2009-12-31T01:09:00.006+08:00

OH MY GOSH !
I AM SO TOUCHED THAT MY TEARS GONNA OPEN THE DOOR TUH MY CHEEKS .
OH MY GOSH .
THANKS PEOPLE !
YOU ALL MADE ME SO HAPPYYYYYY !
REEEEAAALLLLYYYY HAPPY !
REEEEALLLLYYYY TOUCHED THAT NOW I WANNA CRY .
THANKS A LOT !
THIS YEAR I RECEIVED THE MOST WISHES !
ALL FROM MY FRIENDS .
didn't received any from my family members yet .. )':
*wipes tears*
THANKS A LOT LOT LOT !
i really cannot stand th feeling !
th VERY HAPPY HAPPY HYPER FEELING !!
AHHHHH !
many wished me in advanced !
many wished me on th dot too !
oh my gosh ..
thanks .
really touched ..
countless people .
that i cannot name them out here ..
kay let me try ..
baby , beverly , zhemmei , samantha , daniel , shayunis ,
yongming , iffah , gaozhen , deena , yanying , shermine ,
yizong , chingwei , clara , yanling , yunbang , k.yuxuan ,
derek , darren.S , darren.O , angeletta , gwendolyne , jianhui , diyanah ,
joseph , kelee , eugene.t , amos , minyi , hmm .. still got many leh !
I FORGOT LAH .
SORRY IF I MISSED OUT ANYONE .
just tell me kay ?
thank you people sooooo much really .
love y'all !
awesomenight
honeydreams !
(GONNA MEET BABY AT 8.45AM)

SIAO LIAO LAH .

2009-12-29T20:38:00.003+08:00

haiyoh ..

i want tuh scream out loud leh ..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .

my breath not tht long lah .

haiyohhh .

MY EARPHONES !

SPOIL AGAIN FOR WHATTTTT !

i never ask you spoil ,

dont spoil lehhhh ):

pleaseee ..

anyway th last user is also not me ..

is brother lor .

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

PRECIOUS

EARPHONES !

this is th 161109161109161109161109th

time i changed it leh !

this time must save moneh and buy for myself liao lahhhh .

MUMMEHHHHHH !!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!

2009-12-29T13:36:00.004+08:00

weird photo that was taken long ago .

Photographer : BABY !

Venue : KFC BPP

LOL .

baby's photography ??

comments : walao . my hair one side brown one side black one . LOLOL !

hello .

didnt go out today .

go out for what ?

haha .

baby cannot go out .

so no point going out also (:

lol .

anyway ..

went out yesterday liao lah ;D

baby early early in th morning come tuh house .

go up le , chitchatchitchat ,

thn i go on computer for him .

maple . LOL !

thn while he's playing i go and bathe lor . ^^

bathe already come out watch him play maple .

baby is simply ji pro shi xia .

LOL .

watch watch until about 11 or 12 like that .
keep asking me if im bored anot .

i said no , thn he continue play lor .

after a while , ahma from downstairs call me .

ask me why i still dont want go out and eat .

i told her i am waiting for my hair tuh dry mah , &

we not hungry yet .

thn she say orh . thn she hang up .

thn right after th hang up i complain .

complain tht im hungry . LOL .

thn i also keep complaining my hair very curly .

so baby off maple & follow me go 2nd lvl & straighten my hair .

haha .

i took damn long okay .

after tht go downstairs le ,

put on makeup .

thn zhao outta house with baby .

go bpp de kopitiam & had our lunch .

YOU MIAN !

mine with a little chilli ,

his with tomato sauce manymany .

LOL .

shiok lah .

eat le , went NTUC & buy spray spray for him .

hope he will use it everytime .

hahaha .

thn i go toilet cuz i niao ji . ><

come out le we head outta bpp .

after that , we go tuh petir LRT .

I WONDER WHY WE WALK TUH TH FURTHER LRT STATION .

instead of th nearer one . /:

i think is cuz we wanted tuh take 963 .

in th end take LRT tuh CCK .

while in LRT ..

i was standing .

thn baby suggest we go sit .

so we sit down .

SAW

COUNTRY ( GUO )

RED ( HONG )

ji suay yi bai xia .

.________.

thn reach CCK le faster go MRT station .

take tuh woodlands ,

go CWP .

change ring .

in th end , cannot change .

so th person help tuh "bu" yi xia th name .

from Dianne.W

change tuh Dionne.W

LOL .

walao . like an insult lor .

thn done le , we head outta CWP .

go bus interchange .

he go home .

i take 963 tuh pending lrt station .thn take LRT tuh fajar .

call gz kor .

cuz he say he want gimme birthday present .

sialah , myuk pencil case siah .

call le , meet up liao .

he say happy birthday (:

i say thank you .

thn go off .

off tuh find shermine hunneh .

meet with her le , she gimme something .

i said thank you ah .

hahaha .

lols .

thn we go & find douglas kor under his block .

we wait & wait .

in th end he was at Jelapang LRT station waiting also .

thn meet le ,

i return him th thumbdrive while ..

hunneh gave him something also .

thn i took LRT tuh pending .

go under block XXX and sit down .

sit for damn long , also dont know

th DAMN LONG is for what !

until around 6.10 i walked home .

& went online lorrrrrr .

here

ends

long

and

boring

story

byeeeeeeeeeeee .
31ST DECEMBER IS APPROACHING !

2009-12-27T14:28:00.003+08:00

rawr .

happy is so sad .

i mean th song happy , very sad eh .

haiyoh . nvrmind .

anyway ..

baby get well soon ,

if not tmrw cannot meet .

hmm ..

today morning ..

sucks .

went tuh block 163 down there eat .

order for you mian a little bit chilli .

kns .

they give me mee pok , tomato sauce .

WA LAO .

thn mummy say she like .

thn we exchange kekoumian and tomato sauce-ed meepok .

thn dad comment abt something .

thn suddenly say i nvr appreciate mum .

WOW ! I NEVER APPRECIATE HER LEH !

wowwww -'-

you're always right eh ?

HAHAHAHAHAHA .

LMFAO !

go home , take phone , go room .

sleep .

zzzzz .

cannot sleep leh .

use computer lor .

hehes ^^ blasting music .

just hope th speakers dont spoil .

lol

31.12.09 .

that day ! HAHAHAH .

happy and sad leh .

happy cuz ..

going vivo with baby ,

celebrate my BIRDday .

LOL !

birthday lah .

sad cuz ..

SCHOOL

GONNA

REOPEN

AHHHHHHH !

my nightmare .

nono ,

last night i had a nightmare ,

that was even more nightmare thn that nightmare .

is that ..

my whole face suddenly pop pop out so many ..

P I M P L E S !

if it really happens ah ,

ho sey lah cb .

i go commit suicide . hehes .

siao .

anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyy .

i am very bored now .

not using th word sian .

cuz i want cut down on that word .

sian .

bored .

sian .

bored .

sian .

bored .

today i am not in th maple mood .

so .

not mapling .

baby want win thn win me bah .

i dont care lah .

haha .

who ask he that ass so pro .

rawr

chatting with beverly jie now .

wanna help her forget her bastard .

hahaha . mean ass .

well i think im off tuh focus on what im doing .

so byeeeeeeee .

hi 31/12/09 .

2009-12-26T12:59:00.000+08:00

ONCE AGAIN PANGSEH-ED .

in maple .

-'-

sua .

i go plaza find mummeh .

2009-12-24T03:32:00.010+08:00

#1 thing tuh do when i wake up tomorrow ..

x.x

x.x
x.x

x.x
x.x
x.x

x.x

KILL

FREAKIN

SELF !

)':

~~just let me die~~ .

~~let me drown my sorrows ..~~

~~let me kill the pain ..~~

~~let me burn the frustrations ..~~

2009-12-24T01:30:00.008+08:00

FUCK YOU LAH DIONNEWOON .

[edited#1]

________

(________ ()ڪ

i want it ):

you know ? dont care whether you know .

i just want it right now .

so frustrated .

-'-

if not tht one ,

____

/----/]

/----/

-----

this one !

you know what that ?

i dont care ._.

SUPER FAN NOW LAH .

S-U-P-E-R .

FAN UNTIL HAVENT BATHE .

I GO BATHE NOW LAH -'-

[edited#2]

sorry lah douglas kor ):

forgiveforgive please ):

anyway thanks a lot fo th TD .

my laptop cant but im sure my com can .

& i put a file inside it , when i return you .

please go see it . it's a pic .

quite lame one .. ownself draw with Paint one .

cuz i am really really sorry ):

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry .
sorry sorry sorry sorry . sorry .

sorry sorry sorry sorry . sorry .

& ..

sorry sorry sorry sorry................... sorry sorry sorry sorry...

sorry baby for scolding you ................... cuz you were in th wrong .

i just never stop scolding you just now .. but when i scold you , my heart aches .

A LOT . but i continue . because . i want you tuh know your mistake .

i dont want you tuh do tht again !& make major misunderstandings

with my closest kor leh ..but i am sure i scold you , is not for

nothing .. actually just now i see you all two talk talk

happy happy together , i very very glad tht you

two can make friends . but thn , after tht ,
i give you his number le ,

you did that .. actually ..

i know hor ,

for

also will kinda angry de ..

but tuh you , wont because you are those

cool cool de , like mostly all sua sua sua de . not

easy get angry ... but i am different .. he is also different ..

hope you two can patch up soon leh ): so sad lor .... you two ..

you two just made friends and this happened .. let's blame it on me bah .

not you two's fault lah . my fault my fault . everything sua le can or not ...

i dont want it tuh be like this .. i hate it when two of my closest people QUARREL .

can everything not be like that ? you two can work very well as friends .. if this does

not continue .. i hope it doesn't after this post .. i hope there will be forgiving and

forgetting in this situation because you two dont know each other well yet .

so can suan le or not .. sad siah .. actually i know part of it is my fault ..

i gave th number without PERMISSION ! walao .. i didnt know tht

this would actually happen . minor make intuh major problem

very cham eh leh . very sad . very frustrated .. you two
must be sleeping soundly le bah .. i havent .

i am still very very very fan .. about this

i hope after this post .. actions will

be taken from one party tuh

another .. please ?

beggingggg

begggg

beg

2009-12-22T21:09:00.005+08:00

O.O th pic suddenly so big :O

nevermind lah ,

it's fated tuh be since i never set th size ,
HAHA !
anyway , baby .
tmrw i meeting you liao leh .
happy leh me ^^
HAHA ! i miss youuuuu , loyal king .
HAHA , who ask you so loyal !
i forgive you lah . dont pangseh me anymore har .
if not i will pangseh you also .
HAHA ! anyway tmrw's meeting time is longer leh .
happy .
so we go mcdonald thn go kfc ,
eat until we grow fat ah ! :D
on okay ?
HAHA ! siao lah .
okay lah ,
baby , i love you . ^^
hehes . :B
:B buck tooth .

when i grow up is a noisy song . :X

2009-12-21T02:11:00.003+08:00

noticed that my web was ubermessy .

so did re-packing .

damn ! it took me more than half an hour okay .

about one hour .

pack up the words until my tailbone is hurting agn !

it's been hurting for months ):

i sat too much . when will it heal ?

aww , my packing condition ;

went tuh search for codes on th net .

got some tidy-friendly codes that helped ,

the links that were too wordy .

set the limit of the amount of posts displayed .

at last i came here tuh post .

& im fureekin tired now .

my eyelids are closing .

i've been staying up real late these nights 0:

gonna meet baby with eyes of a panda tmrw .

so i better hurry off now . bye (:

anyway ..

HAPPYBIRTHDAY CHINGWEI !

thanks for th tag and you're welcome [:

enjoy your trip tuh malaysia .

2009-12-20T22:57:00.003+08:00

oh fuck , i finally got my blogsong done .

THA PUSSYCAT DOLLS .

that was my old blogsong but who cares .

it's only gonna be temporary .

because of myflashfetish .

CANNOT PLAY ! DAMN IT .

so went searching for new one until i found this .

when myflashfetish recovers then i remove this . (:

hehes :B

okayokay , i can go bathe le . YAY .

i do until my yao suan bei tong . LOL .

as in my shoulders are aching .

hahha , okay lah , byebye :D

2009-12-18T18:31:00.005+08:00

haiyoh .

finally received surprise from baby .

HEH .

so shocked , dont know what tuh do .

a thank you plus a kiss is never enough .

tuh show my thankful-ness

dont think dirty lah , jianhui . HAHA

dont get th wrong meaning . eheh !

so now it belongs tuh me <3

MUAHAHA .

Married tuh ; Ah - Tay . [ my dearest baby ]

LOL .

hmm . aiyoh this jianhui ah !#$%@

so funny .

want me post , i so lazy .

hehe , anyway tmrw meeting him agn hor .

hughug . LOL . okay lah , i srsly got nothing

tuh say . hehe .

byebye .

2009-12-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

CHAO CHEE BAI

2009-12-17T11:16:00.003+08:00

hello . pee poles .
LOL .
just finish hihihihiiiiiihihihi-ing with edwin .
he online only hiiiiiiiiiiiiii me , i hiiiiiiiiiii him back .
thn started ^^ >< >< >< ^^ >< , so i ^^ >< >< >< ^^ >< him back thn he suddenly offline .
diao .
now chatting with real mummy .
HAHA , so funny lor she . sarcastic .
hehe , & chatting with jianhui .
keep telling bout SA SA SA . HAHA .
thn say he cant play SA those stuff .
& now Jc start hihih ,
but never continue hihihihihihihihihihi ,
lucky . k , he never talk le .
talk tuh him he always make me angry .
now talk with jianhui , still SA .____.
haha , nevermind lah .
kelian him cannot play SA .
hmm . later baby going out with him friend .
-'- .
byebye (:

2009-12-16T17:45:00.002+08:00

H A P P Y

F I R S T

M O N T H

B A B Y

i love you . hehes .

hmmm .

today is baby and i's first month .

he nan de got first month i think . lol .

i dont know why hor .

baby came my house today ,

chatchat playplay eateat chatchat playplay .

watch those pranks , watch MV , never watch porn ,

LOL ! of course no porn allowed lah , you ass . :X

thn go buy bubble tea together .

thn wait bus with him , thn he take 963 while i walked home ,

after saying byebye baby , i love you ^^ HAHA .

thn reached home le , go see blogs nor . (:

i realised i very easy jealous de person .

i dont know why siah , i thought i've changed .

THOUGHT only .

nevermind bah , this kind of thing i let go .

dont wanna kill my cells , dont wanna quarrel .

so i let go . but seriously , i dont like .

but no choice lah ^^ keeping it tuh myself .

tuh prevent quarrels . :X

nevermind lah , i always take revenge one .

so he jealous not my problem . HAHA ,

jk lah . i think i jk only .

think only ^^ nevermind , lol .

i think i am done with this blog for today ,

so , bye .

2009-12-15T18:23:00.001+08:00

weeheehees :B
changed number le , after i change thn got a lot people message my old number .
wth .
thn my mother transfer th message tuh me . hehes .
thn i text them backo .
hehes , anyway .
tomorrow is the day ! HAHA .
tmrw thn tell bah .
byebyes . :D

2009-12-10T23:20:00.003+08:00

heyy .
met baby today . at th bus interchange @ 9.30 .^^ handsome .
thn , walked around admiralty . <3
walk & find place tuh sit .
found liao , sat down chatchat , listen songs .
suddenly i found baby like quiet quiet , dont feel like talking ,
so i also dont want talk .
when i'm quiet , i will anyhow think ..
suddenly i thought of something ..
tht made my mood change .
i keep imaginating tht th thing will happen ,
my imaginations are , i woke up one day and saw nobody sitting on th sofa ,
watching th tv .
or nobody sitting at th dining table th chair there .
or nobody cooking for me ..
nobody asking me whether i want tuh eat already or not .
quiet house .
only my maid and my two dogs ..
th more i imagine , th more sad i am .
but i just cant stop .. ):
so i started looking another side and cry silently lor .
but thn he found out .
baby asked me why .
i hesitated tuh tell him , because if i say i will be more sad .
but in th end i told .
i lie on th table there with my face facing downwards .
started crying badly in front of him .
very paisey , but bo bian .
too sad le hor baby );
thn he pat and sayang my back .. & try comfort me .
down there got one auntie talking on th phone . so extra . -'-
thn i stopped crying . for a while .
thn th auntie's friend come . sit opposite us . -'-
thn we go th block beside us and sit .
so we kept quiet a while thn he tell me about his grandmother .
th more he tell me , th more i imagine .
so .. T_T again ):
thn he comfort me lor .
told me tht everyone will go through this kind of things ..
he comfort for quite long , until i cheered up finally .
what a caring baby i have ^^
thn we talk laugh talk laugh , he told me tht it's damn good tuh see me cheer up .
haha , :D thn we tell our childhood stories .
funny & adorable ones . thn laugh and laugh man .
thn from there we started playing . haha , damn fun ^^
beat here beat there scold here scold there . -,-
you armpit me one more time i armpit you ah ! LOL !
baby ! HAHAH .
my new special word . HAHA .
he make me laugh lah , thn we went 888plaza tuh eat lunch .
KFC . he treat me siah , so paisey . lol . (o'_'o)
i dare not eat . LOL . cuz he treat me de .
in th end i see him like fierce fierce so i ate lor . lol .
so i eat damn long . done le , we go walk around again .
walk and talk and laugh ^^
HAHA . until it was time . he must go liao ): LOL .
thn he send me tuh bus stop there lor .
lanjiao man , over there got fertilizer .
SMELL OF SMELLY SHIT . COWDUNG . OMG .
thn somemore behind th bus stop . thn we wait for th bus ,
must smell it -'- kns . it is sai . LOL . i almost puked .
finally bus came ! HAPPY AND SAD .
happy because th bus much nicer smell & got aircon .
sad because must leave baby again ! ): lol .
thn i go bukit panjang plaza and buy nice breads for ahma , :D
thn buy bubbletea , & went home . ^^
ya , (: done nor . today de story . HAHA .
very long i know ):
so .. i shall not add on liao ^^ bye ! ;D
hearts baby .

2009-12-09T16:42:00.002+08:00

wohoho . today 7am thn sleep . LOL .
still cant get intuh dreamland ley . keep yawning ,
make my eyes so watery until so difficult sleep .
thn baby wake up , sms me . thn i damn awake .
sms-ed a while , thn i dont want disturb him .
pretended tht i want go sleep liao , cuz he met his friend le .
thn going for badminton practice <3 haha .
thn in th end i sleep until like pig !
suddenly woke up and jump outta bed .
my sister not in , ez link card with her . how do i meet him ?
i msg-ed her once . but thn she said THRICE . she was driving :X
k fine . sorry LOL . thn in th end i slept for another 5 minutes thn go & ..
POMPOM ! pompom finish liao , go prepare , thn prepare SO LONG !
WHAT A GIRL . HAHA . err .. thn from 10.25 prepare until 11.50 .
thn i look at time .. SHOCKED ! :O thn i chiong outta house
& walked tuh pending station tuh top up sis' card .
thn waited for bus . 963 ;D tuh woodlands , thn 962 tuh smb (:
meet baby le . ^^ walkherewalkthere [hehe] .
thn decided go cwp . pekchek lah . lol .
thn after tht we go bus interchange . wanna go home liao .
he wait with me for my bus <3 HAHA . missed a lot lah .
he tell me my bus come le , thn i pretend cannot hear what he saying .
thn miss one bus by one bus . thn we joke joke , chat chat ,
elbow th lap , lols . fun nah ;D happy ^^ thn finally i got up bus .
sian . ): left baby . thn he go home , i go home .
stopped at pending , went tuh check sis card left how much .
thn i saw one girl kept looking at me . pretty de . LOL .
dont anyhow think wor . LOLS ! thn i check le , go buy coke .
thn walk out of th station , look at th girl .
it was ANNCHEE ! <3 she changed a lot wor ;D lol .
didnt recognise her . lols . what blind eyes .
walk back .. drink coke . suddenly coke splash out of my mouth .
LOL , kena my slippers . thn suan le , walk home .
thn HELLO ! but now i want say byebye le ,
cuz story ended . lol , what a boring story .. i know .
kay , bye ! ;D

2009-12-09T02:49:00.002+08:00

hello .
bored . waiting for time tuh pass .
not tired at all . but behind my eyeballs kinda pain .
dont know why . nevermind . lol .
anyway gonna meet baby later . <3 twelvefortyfive .
now under my catergory [special ones(:] not even a single soul is online .
only me . lol . i added myself . happy thn add .
at least got someone in special ones is online .
now only got panda tuh chat with . chat for damn long le siah ,
lol . so less people online , pathetic .
nevermind , i dont think panda and i will run outta topic .
LOL . i think baby's asleep anyway .
so adorable , he sleep halfway suddenly wake up and sms me .
now asleep again i think (?)
naughty har , still want say chat till you sleep .
one minute only you sleep liao hor :X aiyoh . haha .
nevermind lah , he have training tomorrow . ^^ excuse him .
anyway i also not so bad one lah . i dont treat him kanasai .
i treat him very good one eh .
but i admit when i have moodswings . i throw a little temper .
& say sorry afterwards . damn it . i know sorry has no cure .
but tht is what i can only do (: or i give you a hughug <3
HAHA . anyway . now , four words .
BOREDOM IS KILLING ME .
woah ? 3am now . nevermind .
let's continue ! anyway .. just now tried dying hair .
fringe tht part . haha . reddish brown .
but in th end after 30 minutes washed away .
kor help me put , kor help me wash , kor help me dry .
LOL , what a useless mei . wash away cuz ,
saturday wanna dye whole head . brown , i think (?)
quite light one lah . anyway enough of dye-ing . lol .
i scared it spoil my hair ): sadd . but i want dye ley .
if no school for another 3 months , shiok ah . no need dye back .
lol , thn somemore no need so easy spoil hair . everyday use conditioner .
norman lah . so hair not so dry like wire like tht . HAHA .
i admire kor's hair . colour nice , hair drydry .
but anyway i never dye also a bit brownish liao . so let's wait for saturday .
see lor .. now i so bored , actually wanted tuh post a bit nia .
but too bored so drag one subject , drag until so long . now's 3.13am .
I WONT , PANDA . =~ :X
im starting tuh yawn . gosh . dont . but i dont want tuh get dark circles ! ):
2012 ! panda .___. you reminded me of th show 2012 .
th middle finger part . t(-,-t) kay nevermind . HAHA .
second yawn . gonna be real tired );
fine , haha . i give up on dragging a subject . HAH , alright thn .
i say bye bye <3 with love <3 baby <3

2009-12-05T01:22:00.003+08:00

FUCK tht MOTHER FUCKING printer which jams so easily .
make me go & repair ! repair until thumb all kena scratched .
L A N J I A O F U C K T H A T M O T H E R F U C K I N G P R I N T E R .
& F U C K T H A T M O T H E R F U C K I N G S P A M M E R .
I W A N T T U H G O A N D S L E E P A L R E A D Y .
B Y E S .

-
pigu lah .
make myself angry niah .
go start with th nuer thing .
think and think i cant stop thinking .
wtf mans .
nuer nuer papa papa mama .
so sweet hor .
-,- fuck mans __
i hate this .
HMPH !
i love you gwengwen nuer . <3

2009-12-04T19:00:00.002+08:00

hey people . i miss baby♥ ):
im gonna meet him on monday .
but i just cant wait ! haha , baby♥ <3
looking forward tuh see his new haircut ! & pull his tail !
muahaha <3 lol !
i better not pull until he pekchek bah .
i scared of baby's♥ scolding ):
ahaha .
currently chatting with beverly ahjie <3
about ..
my baby♥ and her dardar . ;D
hmm .. not bad things lah , good things !
best things ! i wont talk bad bout baby♥ lah dont worry .
LOL . hmm .. baby♥ .
okay , today rot at home . but hands never rot .
cuz my hands typing and clicking . HAHA .
whole day in front of com since morning .
baby♥ lor , cannot online ! ):
lol , i dont blame him lah .
k , i looking forward tuh monday baby♥ bah !
bye <3 cuz i nothing else tuh say .

hmmmm ..

to spammer har .. you want make us quarrel har ..?
haha , err .. you not jealous you what huh ? i dont understand man .
you boy or girl , why say fuck me ? tsk .. this is bad ..
real bad .. why you put your name as spammer ..? when you dont spam ,
at all ? spammer tht spams with only TWO tags & ONE reply .
professional spammer , i must say . wait wait , you want come guailan me hor ,
i guailan you back . until th end . until cannot guailan already thn i stop .
since you wanna start it , you end it lah . dont worry . wesley and i wont quarrel .

2009-12-03T14:07:00.004+08:00

post number 101 . LOVE :D

I LOVE YOU BABY !

I LOVE YOU BABY ! I LOVE YOU BABY !

I LOVE YOU BABY ! I LOVE YOU BABY !
I LOVE YOU BABY ! I LOVE YOU BABY !

I LOVE YOU BABY ! I LOVE YOU BABY !

i told you i will post 101 i love you for you . HAHA . lols . :D <3

2009-12-01T17:32:00.005+08:00

im comin' tuh grab you .

100th post. revived blog . lols . at least i post . not like someone . HAHA . anyway , hmm .. been going out these few days .. last friday went out with aunt tuh orchard there . haha . thn .. saturday .. went tuh vivo with wanqi dardar and yingqun jiejie . :D sunday went tuh school , thn tuh suntec convention hall or something .. thn yesterday .. tuh fajar . tuh celebrate kengyao kor's birthday with baby , gwengwen , yanlin , celine , beverly , weicheng , yiwei , joseph .. yeah . haha . thn today , rot at home with a laptop and a com . haha . :D i miss my baby siah . ): btw i realised .. tht most of th food i cook surely will chaoda . i cook magginoodles , will chaoda , i cook roti prata , chaoda-ed . damn it ! HAHA . anyway , tomorrow meeting baby . (: yay . (: yeah , i posted liao . byeeee :D

2009-11-25T20:33:00.002+08:00

got a surprise birthday present but wasnt really happy . lols . great parents i must say :D but i somehow got scolded by my sis for getting such birthday present . she said some things tht express unfairness . but she didnt say th word "unfair" . she demanded my birthday present from me . what the heck . how could she . but of course i asked her tuh get it from my parents . lol , so pissed at tht time . i didnt even expect tuh get this kind of thing for my birthday . & my birthday havent even come yet . hmm . dont care this birthday thing le lah .
I MISS MY BABY .
tomorrow he coming back le ! but guess what . need tuh go school tomorrow . damn it . so sudden nor .. i dont want ! but need . earn cca points i think ? dont know lah . dont care lah .
go jiu go lor ._. so tmrw meeting clara at interchange at 7.30am . MUST WAKE UP DAMN EARLY AGAIN . I AM SO LAZY . gosh .. having a headache now mannn , haish . i got scared by one lizard at th bathroom . THREE TIMES . around 4+ 5+ i throw wrapper in th toilet , th lizard CRAWL OUT DAMN FAST . 2nd time , i go throw wrapper agn , th lizard crawl out agn ! thn just now , i throw ice cream wrapper . SAME THING HAPPENED . good luck siah . -,- wa chua tio ._.
anyway everything is over . tmrw baby coming back le . so happy . (: heh heh . i am so bored facing th com whole day . it's making me perspire . so .. bye ! (:

2009-11-21T00:52:00.002+08:00

chatting with joseph on msn .
at least now not so sian o_o
tht clOwn [._.]
lols . damn shit .
i spam him until hand tired . ):
dont want spam liao .

2009-11-19T12:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANDAO KORKORRR !

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101 HAPPY BIRTHDAYS FOR YOU ! (:
you've grown a year older !
not like me /: still so young hor ! HAHA .
anyway .. kor , we had 6 years together in GRPS .
thn now sec 1 already , seperated .
our schools so far apart ! ><
one in gangsa road , one in woodlands ..
haish . although we are far apart ..
our relationship[KOR&MEI] is .. kinda close hor .
cuz' i used tuh share my problems with you ..
thn you try tuh give me advices , & cheering me up .
i will never forget . (:
i remember last time p1 or p2 we sit with each other .
thn we angry with each other thn quarrel quarrel until very childish .
thn suddenly i make you cry hor , i damn scared siah .
thn i try cheer you up . AT LAST YOU CHEERED UP !
HAHA . out of trouble liao :X lols .
nevermind lah kor , those are childish memories of us . lol .
thn p6 i always chase you de . i also dont know , for what .
i dont know why you see me look at you tht time you like so scared like tht .
very guilty de siah kor . >< lol .
you'll ask me dont look at you tht way . /:
i also human being what , your mei somemore siah .
HAHA . (: hmm ..
so .. any problems can tell me hor .
dont think tht we in different sec schools le ,
thn cannot contact , this and tht .
anything just leave me a message in msn or ..
leave me a message in my phone . i may not reply . (:
actually today want jio you out thn go buy cake for you de lor .
i dont think you can make it .
cuz' yesterday i forget tuh remind you . :X
aiyah , next time . err .. belated birthday celebration hor ! :D
i said want treat you tuh lunch also never .
goshhh . how can i not keep my word ? lol .
anyway .. next time next time (:
maybe class gathering we celebrate for you .
if cannot thn i celebrate with you . lol . or i call gwengwen together (:
hmmm .. yeah :D
hope our kor&mei de relationship last forever .
i love yandao korkor . LOL .

YANDAO KOR = KY KOR . :D

2009-11-16T23:45:00.003+08:00

REPLIES . (:

Lalaland~ : I almost forgot who you are siah ! hahaha . i forgot you told me you put fake name -,-
#Ah-Tay xD : PSPS bby .. lol . i was angry with .____. =X shh shh . okay , will tag you soon . hmm .. i play badminton shuang ah . (: LOL . i play badminton and hold my phone , serve tht time almost use phone tuh serve instead of th shuttlecock siah . -,-
ky : HI SHUAI KORKOR . lols o_o i very good ah (: you ley ? i am living a pampered life <3>
Abigail: heyy Abigail ! (: didnt see you on friday . heard tht you were sick , so .. get well soon and thanks for th tag ! :D
Douglas(t.Genesis.t) : O.O you're welcome ! (: haha . anyway linked liao lahh (: ! <3>
Y-ANLINGGG {♥}: haha , ahma ! dont jealous lah . i put on contact lens is also not real colour of my eyes de right . natural still th best , but i dont want . HAHA . anyway , you no contacts have contacts also pretty de lah hor ! because we AHMA AND SUNNU MAHHH ! hahahahhaha !! okay lahh , wont blast liao :X angry thn blast LOL . hahaha .
XiaoAngelKina: heh heh (: thanks for th tag . LOL . your aiai ? t.Genesis.t ah ? his name Douglas very nice hor ? lol o_o
Iffah: YEAH . so tmr we meeting ! yayy !! missyouloads .
JOEY : HEY MAMA . LOL ! (: thanks mama for th tag ! :D hahaha . (: will tag you soon lahh .
Juju :) : THANKS NENEK ! :D imysmT ! :D imyimyimy nenek ): . hahaha . thanks for tagginggggg huh ! (: love you too NENEK ! (: muackkk .
TAGS REPLIED !(:

2009-11-14T15:40:00.006+08:00

*TAGS REPLY ! HEH HEH ^^

Samantha:D : hey biaojie ! thanks for th tag ! (: will tag you soon . cuz nowadays i very lazy tuh bloghop . SORRY !
Douglas(t.Genesis.t): RUN HOME ! run home thn complain tuh his
papamama . but
tht day yanlin kick his lanjiao thn he cry siah . but it was
P6 tht time . lols ! okay .. i link your clan blog , (: thn unlink your blog . thn
replace thr . (: your blog have some lanjiao spammers siah . sibey guailan
yi xia . -,-
Gwendolyne: Haaaahaaa . i wake up tuh go prepare tuh meet my darling
^^ .
LOL (:

n.peihua!: YO JIE (: ! thanks for your tag ! will pass by your blog soon
also . hah . (: thanks . <3>
XiaoAngelKina: O_O ? oh , thanks . (: heehee . :X
YANYING:: O.O .. haha , if you go , i think i would've met you there ! (: haha .. but i only saw shiyun and rachel . somemore i saw shiyun TWICE . haha , one time is she with lingling @ bus interchange , th second time is she with rachel @ chongpang (: . you're welcome anywayyy ! :D & thanks for taggingggg toooooooo . <3>
Y-ANLINGGG {♥}: HEY AHMAAA ! HAHAA . okayokay ! (: i dontknowwhy i get so angry easily these few days . & more impatient , like very xiaoqi like tht . hope it will stop haunting me ! lol ._. diao . okay bahh . i listen tuh your advice . but normally i blast th music intuh my ears until very pain siah . T_T stupid right . k (: anyway thanks for tagging ! :D iloveyoutoooo !
*TAGS REPLIED ! HEHHHH ! <3

2009-11-12T21:07:00.003+08:00

lan . -_-
currently sibey sian lah hor .
fuck lah . sian until like tht .
removed nail polish all because of tmrw's CIP .
somemore have tuh wake up super early & reach school before 6.am.
lan pa lah .
sian dao siao lah .
havent bathe , havent remove makeup ,
havent remove contact lens ,
havent prepare for tmrw ,
havent this havent tht .
feddup .
im so gonna off my phone after i wake up & reach school .
for whole day till 7pm tmrw .
not gonna reply msges , not gonna take calls .
not gonna even look at my off-ed phone .
-,-
maybe not even bringing it tuh school tmrw .
lalala .
k , im bored now . i have tuh go and bathe .
bye . fly away .
SHUT UP k . lol o_o
what's wrong with me .

2009-11-10T21:41:00.003+08:00

DULAN LAHHHH LANJIAO -'-

2009-11-09T17:02:00.005+08:00

STILL WAITINGGGGGGGGGGGG .

PEOPLE MY BILL IS BURSTING .

SO PLEASE DONT SMS ME .

ONLY IF UE NEED .

PLEASE .

UGHHH . OR CALL ME .

2009-11-08T23:15:00.005+08:00

haish .. baby .. been thinking of ue all the time ..
just now had a quarrel with my mother at th shopping mall ,
on th way home .. was so sad .. thinking of ue ..
crying ..
crying at home ..
looking at your messages ..
thinking of ue ..
thinking ..
thinking ...... D:

2009-11-08T15:27:00.003+08:00

WAITING & WAITING .
day two .
dionne is gonna melt . D:
save me ! ):
lol o_o
left two more days .
aiyah . dont melt dont melt .
melt liao cannot meet him .
sian lah ! GAHHH .
must be happy lah hor .
if not later he sadd . ):
nah , give you a smile
[ :D ] isn't it sweet ? LOL .
k lah , byee . going IMM get slippers .
wait for mummy come back first .
hope ahma will be alright . /:

I MISS YOU BABY . D:

2009-11-07T16:39:00.003+08:00

mummy is pampering me :X
with new slippers . ):
but i like th old one ..! D:
(edited)
hmm , so tomorrow thn go & buy SLIPPERS . (:
tomorrow early morning go dentist .
thn go out for whole day with papamama .
sad .
cant go online ..
fook . hope i monday can online (:
thn wait .
wait for what ue find out uerself lah hor ^^
thn after monday ..
gonna be FUCKING HAPPY lah dey !
wahaha . :X gonna wait .
today ..
wait.waiting.waited.
my time didnt do down th drain nor ! :D
happy dao siao de . (:
hope time flies faster .
fasterrrr . rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .
for dinner ..
ate xiamian [prawnnoodle]
& drank iced greentea .
shi shuang daoooo . ;D
okay thn , show my parents some videos with a lot vulgars de .
they laugh dao siao de lor ,
i see th way they laugh damn funny so i also laugh ,
until stomach muscle gonna tear . lols .
choy lah . (:
so .. gonna end here
& continue th wait for tht day ;D
& i need tuh go and bathe . havent bathe .
lol o_o
okay bah , byebyeeee .
loveeeee youuuuu bbyyyyyy .

2009-11-07T15:48:00.003+08:00

have a safe journeyyy .. i'll count th days .. (:

remember tuh tag my blog if ue cannnnn .

i will waittttt , happily hor . (: not 100% happy bahh .

cuz i feel lonely now .. o_o

2009-11-06T19:50:00.002+08:00

16NOV09 huh baby ! (:
i will miss ue during uer trip tuh genting de .
HAVE FUN HOR (:
dont think of me too much also hor . LOL !
err .. I WILL MISS UE . BOOOO .
faster meet up after ue come back hor . ):
FASTER . lols o_o
okay lahh , dont disturb ue liao .
bye x2 .
love ue always . <3

Perfect Nightmare.

HUAT AH!!!

POLAR BEAR POLAR BEAR WHERE ARE YOU

DONDONDON

HAPPY

Thankful.

Dear Liar,

Eternal.

Friday The 13th.

Adrenaline Rush

why?

TO WESLEY TAY

HAHA

BUNNY EAT MY BRAIN PLEASE

FRIENDS.

four more days,

I REALLY MISS YOU!

FCK, ALL I NEED IS U!

DIGEST!

BORED TO DEATH.

Only satisfied with English.

liar liar pants on fire.

tired!

16.

days without you.

PHOTO TAKINGS.

happy birthday iffah!

term two. day one.

noooooob. *sticks tongue out*

the motive of life.

virus.

AWESOMELICIOUS(?)

the rain that we hoped for.

MOMENTS SPENT IN LALALAND.

hatred for you.

precious.

i'm giving up.

take caution when it comes to love.

INNOCENCE IS PERFECT.

fuck life.

favourites list (?)

Why ,, why .. tell me why ...

MORTAL KOMBAT !

FUCK LIFE .

THE MOST ,

fucked up

MOOD FUCKER.

SIAO LIAO LAH .

noooooob. sticks tongue out