thinking of the past, i feel really stupid. i dont understand why i kept saying that you held me so tight. i thought of the negative side, but i never thought of the positive side of it. i feel so dumb. i never treasured you. i hurt you, i made you feel lonely and that i have an insecure love for you. we went through quarrels and misunderstandings. but i still didnt change my old self and we had more quarrels. till a day you wanted to break up with me, thinking that i would be happier in a way. my heart dropped on the floor and my tears flowed down nonstop and then i realised... how much you meant to me, how badly i need you in my life, how much i couldnt lose you. when you heard my cry, you regretted. and we got back together, you promised not to leave me. i felt happy. i am the happiest girl in the world.
everything's fine now. every single day with you are filled with laughter. i love you. thank you for making the days of my life so colourful. i am the luckiest girl because of you. i have you, you are my everything. i promise to be faithful. baby you're always in my heart even though you're not beside me. forever may be true, for us.
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