
hey baby. i want you to know who i really am. my character is ugly, fucked up, sensitive, bad, and all the bad things you might wanna list out. yeah, i think im always right huh? what about you then? you keep wanting me to listen to you, go home, go home. like as if i am a 3 year old kid that's ignorant to the world around me and i need you to guide me. you say posting this would disgrace you. you disgraced me, already. i still feel controlled. i hate being controlled, please give me some personal space. when i am out, every second you'll be texting me the same thing like "i love you" and "i miss you" and "muacks" these 3 things dont you find them boring? when you have nothing to talk about, you say those stuff. okay i didnt expect myself to say these stuffs. the main problem is. you are controlling me, you wanted to log in to my facebook and see stuffs. you dont trust me, so you said "i scared i see things that i dont wanna see". then you said you were joking. thanks for the joke, im laughing right now. liar. from the beginning you never trusted me. thanks for making him lose a friend. you doubt me, you always did. stop lying to yourself, saying that you trust me. you text me every second and when i said i needed rest, you never gave it to me. you said you want to keep in contact with me every second, i think you're crazy bout it. until when i didnt reply you, you spam call me. when i'm outside you keep asking me where are you and where are you and where are you. YOU ARE DOUBTING ME AND I HATE IT. let me tell you that it's difficult to delete something that someone told you from your mind that affected you in some way. you just wanted to let the whold world know, and you're denying it. you never thought of my feelings. you didn't. you worry about me too much and when can you stop doing it? i feel like a prisoner locked up tightly in your heart that i can't breathe. tell me why.. i treat you badly, but have you ever thought why.
maybe i should vanish from this world in order not to feel this way,
goodbye.
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