Thursday, July 29, 2010

TO WESLEY TAY

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hey, do you feel cold? i'm sure my cold attitude towards you these few days made you feel it. why? i'm angry with you, because these few days you have been doubting me and doing things rashly that i detest. at least think of my feelings and change your habit please. if you don't, then most of the boys that know me will get into trouble because of me. i don't want that. seriously, even if those girls text you, what can i do? i can only feel jealous and nothing else. do i text them or write on their facebook walls like how you did? have i ever done that. you're just being unfair. don't you know you're driving me real crazy with those annoying conclusions you voiced out? i do love you, i do care for you. can't you still feel it? why don't you feel it? why have you changed in a way that you keep talking back to me and you just keep on ___ing and saying that you're hurt. what about me?
do you know when you ___, it annoys me more, it makes me feel very lost, it makes me feel fucked-up lousy, it makes me feel like dying, it drives me crazier and crazier each time you ___ harder and harder? can't you just stop ___ing when you wanna talk things out? you knew i was the sensitive kind of girl, why do you keep on triggering my sensitivity and blame it on me in the end? regretting it is not the way out. don't you know it's freakin' difficult to change? gosh.
stop it.
i'm sick of the apologies you keep making. there's no point in saying sorry almost everyday when you don't learn from your mistakes.(not saying you're always wrong here) okay, right now i'm sorry if i've hurt you here.

the old me's dead and gone, dead and gone.

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